Here lately i’ve been dealing with old demons coming back & it’s been rough. I’m trying so hard to not be the person i use to be. It takes a lot to not fall to temptation. If it wasn’t for my bestfriend & god I would’ve already sank that ship & gotten worse. I really don’t understand…. In other better news, i’m quiting bad habits. its great. I feel better about myself already. hence the going back to basics with film & stuff. i feel i need to struggle with what i love most in order to quit my bad habits. it makes more sense in my head. OH! Today my coworker made me help him pick out clothes when he was done with his shift & i’ve decided to become a personal shopper for people. SO if you want my help let me know. I’ve been told i’m really good at it & should do it professionally…maybe I will. Well I’m done for tonight.

Sweet dreams!